Radical Loving Kindness During the Struggle

When you are grounded in self-love, it helps all of us.

Do you have a love hangover? Sometimes I hear Hallmark platitudes disguised as meditation and it pisses me off.

Even the sentiment, “May you live with ease” annoys me.

It feels unrealistic for many parents who are struggling with real systemic inequity, and it can be alienating. That’s not what meditation is about. Even mettā meditation, which is a practice of giving ourselves loving kindness and then extending it out, is not supposed to be sappy or unattainable.

Your current state of mind is the best place to start your practice.

You don’t need to be calm before you begin, because you are already ready, just as you are. An effective loving kindness practice will meet you right where you are, and help you feel more self-regulated and less isolated.

My struggles have shaped me.

When life is hard, we want it to be easier. Of course I would LOVE a little more ease and breathing room in my life, but I’d never want to give up ALL of my struggles. I can help other parents because I have been there. While I haven’t experienced racism, and have a ton of privilege now, my childhood challenges and current parenting struggles are real and I don’t dismiss them.

In fact, I embrace them.

I am emotionally resilient because I have responded to complex trauma and generational anxiety with a desire to change. I have learned what I can about the current special education system, I see its pathology, and I want to change the brokenness of that system. I am a cycle breaker, advocate for disability justice, yoga teacher, and a writer because I have not always lived with of ease.

So, I made up a new loving kindness practice, based on a more traditional one I saw on Instagram (my favorite love/hate cauldron of sappy platitudes and unbridled creativity that bubbles furtively 24/7). Try it out, and please, make it your own.

“Just as a mother would protect her only child at the risk of her own life, even so let us cultivate a boundless heart towards all beings”

– Karaṇiya Metta-Sutta

Here’s a simple practice of loving kindness that acknowledges the injustice inherent in our culture, while inviting more breathing room and connection.

When you are grounded in self-love, it helps all of us.

Put a hand on your heart. Breathe in and out of your heart.

Repeat these phrases, saying them first to yourself:

💕 May you be healthy, and when you’re not healthy may you have the right to affordable healthcare.

💕 May you be peaceful, and at ease. And when you struggle, may you remember that you’re not alone.

💕 May you take care of yourself wisely. And when you can’t, may you recognize the systemic obstacles you face, and give yourself grace.

💕 May you love yourself infinitely. And when self-criticism arises, may you have a practice to return to the love that you are.

This practice is not a performance! If it feels unattainable, or your eyes are rolling inwardly, change it until you feel a small opening to let in warmth to your heart. 

• Start by receiving these words into your own heart. Adapt them so they feel authentic to you. 

• Next, extend the phrases to someone you love unconditionally. For parents, this is often the most comfortable place to remain.

• Expand your scope. Pick someone you barely know, then someone you have a complicated relationship with.

• Extend that love outward as far as you can today. Let that be enough. Today, tomorrow, or next week: try extending loving kindness to all beings. 

Notice how you feel after practicing mettā, loving kindness, in a non-sappy way.

“Offering love and forgiveness to those who may not seem to 'deserve' it is one of the most transformational choices you can make in your life."

-Marci Quinn

It’s easy to practice loving kindness when we’re experiencing ease.

The work is to return to the practice no matter what, even in the midst of the struggle. Even when facing down injustice. Even when we’re justifiably angry. If you resonate with my values of respect, empathy, equity, and inclusion, I’m so glad you’re here.

It will take practice, so start now. Notice how you feel after practicing, and then let me know in the comments.

“Love is something that we nurture and grow, a connection that can only be cultivated between two people when it exists within each one of them – we can only love others as much as we love ourselves.”

-Brené Brown

How does loving kindness apply to parenting neurodivergent kids?

You really do have to love yourself first.

Your kid can only learn to regulate their own emotions by borrowing your self-regulation. That is yet another reason self-care isn’t selfish.

If you want 4 simple self-regulation strategies, I have a mindful meltdown cheatsheet for you. Go get it and try them today!

If you already have the cheatsheet, and you want to learn mindful parenting strategies to connect with your unmotivated kid and help them get unstuck, join us for our free masterclass: Unstuck & Understood. These techniques have been tested inside neurodiverse families like ours.

You’re invited to our free masterclass for parents who want  to use connection to motivate their neurodivergent kids.

This training is for you if...

You have a kid struggling with motivation, whether they are a toddler, a teen, or somewhere in between. 

These strategies will be relevant to you if you are fed up with behavior-based parenting approaches, but you don't know what to do instead.

Here's what you'll learn in 30 minutes:

1:  A mindfulness practice to ground you before connecting with your kid.

2: A script to learn more about your kid's challenges with motivation.

3: A strategy to stay on the same team while you listen to their struggles. 

...and we will take your questions at the end!

Remember to let me know how you feel after practicing this loving kindness meditation.